be the light

6 months lurks just around the corner.  We began the week with mass at our church lovingly celebrated in CJ's honor.  By coincidence, the Bishop said mass.

His homily was about light. It struck me that every time he said "light", my heart heard "hope".

He began by explaining in today's world of suburban life, light is taken for granted.  With the flip of a switch we get what we want.  Yet in the times of Jesus, light source was oil lamps.  Oil was used sparingly and cautiously.  Light was respected, needed, desired, and even coveted.  The harder life was by your social standing, the less light you typically used.

He then encourages us to view ourselves as a lantern.  His imagery of being the light in a dark night struck me.  My initial inclination was to think of how many people have stepped forward to light our darkness when our lamps ran empty. 

Then after a few moments of thought I realized I was missing the more important part of the message. That WE should be the light for others.  How preposterous is that??  Once again I am being asked to give, when I feel like there is nothing more to be taken from me??

The message swirled around my mind and I will admit to frustration and even anger this afternoon.  But then I stopped stewing and started looking around...

A neighbor teen that calls me "mom" had a difficult day.  I didn't hesitate to text her words of encouragement and love.  A few hours later college kid's bf stopped by for a free meal and 3 hr chat.  My own girls excitedly chatted about friends/school/activities all evening as we shared what's going on in our lives.  Even in my grief, I was managing to share my light. I was smiling, listening, encouraging, and loving all of these incredible young adults, and in return they fuel me to burn brighter.

Be the light for someone this week.  CJ's 6 month angelversary is the 13th.  In his honor, I would love for us to light the world!  Take the time to spread hope to a heart needing rescue.  By being a light for others, I promise you own personal soul will be filled.  And don't forget to tell me and tweet all about it!  ;) #doitforcj